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hati-hati
jaga diri
jaga mata jaga hati
jaga ibu bapa awak untuk saya sekali



mother



she do the best she could
we give her the least we have




bukan




wahai hati,
bukan waktunya lagi
bukan pada masa ini
bukan dalam keadaan ini
bukan. sabar. sedikit lagi.




setiap hari
sendiri

siang malam sama
cuba untuk elak dari dosa
banyakkan pahala


permintaan hati



ya allah 
kau tabahkan lah hati aku
dalam jalani hari hari aku

ya allah
tetapkan imanku
berikan petunjuk hidayah mu

ya allah 
jauhkanlah aku dari kemungkaranmu
tunjukkan aku jalan yang engkau redha






she



she tries to fix in
when she failed
she just couldnt admit how jealous she is
she chose to talk back.

there comes the use of block button.

perlu untuk



seorang penumpang itu
perlu untuk angkat punggung
dan berdiri atas kaki sendiri
sampai bila nam  menumpang?

dear izzad's acu



dear izzad's acu
i know its hard to loses a family member
especially when u have seen them grow up
im sorry for your loss
my sincerest condolences to you and family.

dear izzad's acu
i know words is not enough to calm u and family down
but here i got some tips to be positive...
you gotta stay positive to help your family

dear izzad's acu,
first, u gotta stop to think about the loss too much for a while
go and get along with people around you, it might help you to stay positive
just dont be alone for too long..
and you shouldnt keep looking at you phone. 
i know your phone has  a lot of memory in there
just stop to look at it for a while

dear izzad's acu
dont forget to smile no matter how hard it is
you have to stay strong for your family 

dear izzad's acu
i know it easier for me to say and tell everything
and it is hard for you to make it
no matter how hard it is
im behind you
i know i dont have shoulder for you to lean on right now
or a big hug to comfort you at this time
but i have a bunch of jokes to make you laugh if you need it
or i might have sort of stupid dream i dreamt last night to share
i mean just a story to help you simle

dear izzad's acu
i know this might sounds bad
but maybe u can listen to music sometime
just to try to get into good mood
oh, but for sure not those music from your phone's playlist
because those jiwang song wont help at all

dear izzad's acu
u missed her. i know u do
i can tell even when she's still around
i couldnt help much in this
even eraser can only helps to erase mistakes but not feelings
it is okay to miss her but u shouldnt show it too much 

dear izzad's acu
i know your family had a tough time
dont forget to eat and you should drink a lot of water
no matter how much u dont feesl like eating, just grab something to bite
im sure u know how to take care of yourself
just stay healthy, your family needs your support right now
uguys need each other so much at this time
remember to play your role

dear izzad's acu
i have finished my words
now its time for you to act
this last note is for you and your sister hanim
spend more time to be with each other instead of 
spending too much time with each other's phones.

iris, the baby
she was a smart and strong baby.
she was wonderful
i didnt know much about her
but enough for me to fall for her
by the story u told, and pictures u shared.
Allah loves her more
we all should take this in a positive way.

dear izzad's acu
this will be the end of my note
take care. :)

and dear readers..
 i know uguys are wondering who am i talking about
in this picture, the one with the bottle is izzad
and next to him is his sister, iris.
and their acu is one of my closest friend.








keluarga




ada sesetengah orang, kita tak pernah bersua muka
tapi rasa macam keluarga
rasa dekat cukup sekadar dengar cerita



boleh?




boleh ke satu hari
andai kita berjumpa lagi
kita lepak gelak2 sekali
cerita lah tentang keluarga awak lagi
dah lama tak dengar khabar dorg sejak kita dah tak bertegur lagi
walaupun tak pernah bersua muka tapi ada rasa rindu dalam diri ini.



penumpang



tumpang makan
tumpang minum
tumpang tidur
tumpang handphone
tumpang kongsi rasa
tumpang bermanja
tumpang bersandar
tumpang gelak tawa
tumpang menangis

dia hanya seorang penumpang,,
penumpang bermuka tebal. 

kalah, mengalah



dia kalah dalam pertaruhan
dia mengalah dalam pertaruhan
berbeza bukan?
tapi ada yang sama.
keputusan. tetap sama
KALAH





siapa yang nak lagak tabah
bila dia ada tempat bersandar
bila dia tahu ada org papah
bila dia jatuh rebah

itu lumrah
perempuan itu memang lemah
cuma ada masa terpaksa tunjuk gagah
untuk terus berdiri dah hidup sendiri

thankful




no matter how much we feel annoying
with the person who care about us too much
its always have a moment
that we could smile
for thanking them
at least there is someone when u need them
its the best reason to put a smile on our face.


M-T





empty is what i feel
its almost get me crazy



biasa



manusia tak hargai bila ada
dan mengenang bila tiada.
itu biasa.
cuba untuk hargai apa depan mata
jangan sesali cuma bila ia dah tak ada


baca



sini aku luahkan
sini aku muntahkan
baca. sila baca
aku tak privatekan maka boleh dibaca
nak kata? kotak komen ada.
tak perlu bawak cerita sampai ke hujung dunia sana.
kenapa?
loser?